Lyn's Diary
Emotional Events: Blue = mostly good year / Purple = average, mixed year / Grey = mostly bad year 1962 - Year of birth Dates of Importance 2008:
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My Diary 3rd March 2006 - Last night as I lay in my bed, facing the ceiling, I found myself placing my hands on my solar plexus and suddenly I heard 3 sentences inside my head. I intuitively knew that these sentences needed to be repeated but with the addition of the year I was born. (See Seerchi information) After repeating these sentences seven more times and covering 7 more years, I suddenly felt a jolt within my stomach then I let out a deep sigh and fell asleep. I awoke feeling quite bright and cheerful. During the day I had a number of customers tell me how well I looked, a rare comment, since my car accident in 2003. 7th March 2006 - I decided to repeat the sentences again this evening and followed the same procedure. This time I could only manage three years. 8th March 2006 - I have given my new process a name I call it subconscious composting. By now I have successfully composted my past from 1962 to 1973 and after each session I felt less stressed and more in control of my emotions. 17th March 2006 - composted 1974 & 1975 - I appear to be gaining confidence in myself and I have started to make decisions, mainly about my business venture. 22nd March 2006 - composted 1976, 1977 &1978. 03rd April 2006 - Composted 1979 15th April 2006 - It has taken a little while for me to be able to compost the years 1980, 1981 & 1982, as these were quite emotional years for me. My relationship with my then boyfriend had been a constant round of arguments, the cause; his love of alcohol & other women. Composting these years was essential, I needed to move on. It took two attempts before I was ready to let go fully. After the process had finished I felt quite relieved. The following morning I awoke with a mild headache. I realised it was just part of the healing crisis so I made sure I drank plenty of water. 29th April 2006 - So many people are telling me how well and how young I look. Considering my lack of sleep for the past 3 years, due to the pain from my injury, I do seem to be looking quite well. One customer remarked that I didn’t appear to have ‘the pained expression’ anymore. She even asked me what I was taking or what was I doing to make me look so well. I confided in her and she asked to try the composting too. I had my first case study. 2nd May 2006 - During the day I felt the need to compost another couple of years, so I took myself off into the Treatment Room (the one I had set up at the shop premises) and I sat quietly for a few minutes before saying the composting phrases. It was much easier composting 1983, 1984, 1985 and 1986 than previous years. 25th May 2006 - Today I decided to compost 1987 & 1988. I felt a little excited at the thought of clearing away two rather painful years of my life. I knew that this process worked and the sooner I rid myself of the negative thoughts and emotions from these years the better my future would be. Unlike the other years, these two years brought up painful memories prior to composting. In 1987 I had a miscarriage and the trauma from it had left me with a lot of guilt, anger, sadness and resentment. I am sure that most of my digestive problems have been due to much of these buried emotions. I found I could only compost 1987, so I decided to leave 1988 for another day. It was at this stage that I realised that I was totally in control of my therapy. My inner voice would tell me when to start composting, how many years to compost and when to stop. It didn’t seem to matter how many days, weeks or months went by, intuitively I would know when it would be right to restart. Trusting your intuition is the key. 28th May 2006- I have spoken to case study no. 1 and both of us have come to the same realisation that it is an inner intuition that has guided us through the subconscious composting process. Although we are having different responses to the therapy they are in fact positive ones. Another woman who is in her 70’s who wishes to start my self help therapy and is willing to be a case study. I will have to think of a suitable therapy name soon. I am starting to gather case studies for my 'Seerchi Therapy' this is the name my husband has chosen for my subconscious composting treatment, I’m combining it with my aromatherapy knowledge and it appears to be working well. 11th June 2006 - Late this afternoon my husband and I discussed our future business project. This involves closing down the shop and handing it back to the landlord whilst continuing to rent the workshop area at the back. We will convert this space into a Holistic Centre. We have already refurbished the large office and converted it into a therapy room so we are half way there. Instead of feeling upset that I am losing part of my business I actually feel relieved and excited about this new project. It feels right. The old me would have felt a failure but the new more confident me feels liberated. It’s like emerging from a chrysalis. 4th July 2006 - Today I re-launched my business as...'Natural Instincts Holistic Centre', many close friends and acquaintances called in for a cheese and wine re-opening. All were complementary about the décor and energy of our holistic centre. I had an interview with one of our local newspaper reporters, something I would never have dreamed could happen to me. I feel so happy. 10th August 2006 -Last night I composted 1989, 1990 & 1991 these were the years in which my family suffered its worst pain. Firstly I had a terrible labour and haemorrhaged badly, the loss of blood meant I had to have a blood transfusion and it took me several months to really recover. Then a year later my father was diagnosed with cancer. Although he didn’t seem ill at the time, he slowly deteriorated and died on 19th December 1991. We watched him suffer from the terrible medication he was given, most of which he had agreed to test, as they were so new. He even underwent a major operation to remove his stomach, spleen, part of his oesophagus and part of his intestines. All of which the hospital knew would not save his life. I vowed then to follow a more natural way of healing, for myself and my young family. Composting these three years was in itself a natural healing. 16th September 2006 - Another two years composted last night, again I felt a deep sense of relief once I had finished my phrases. The year 1993 had been another painful year so it was good to clear it away. I feel happier, lighter brighter and more alive than I can ever remember. Over the last month or so I have noticed how much more laid back I have become, smiling more and generally happier. The real proof that Seerchi is working is the fact that I can hear comments about my ex-husband without reacting, I no longer feel the need to retort in an insulting or abusive manner because I have no emotional debris to throw. Neither have I passed judgment or commented on things that don’t concern me. This really is remarkable! 27th September 2006 - My finances appear to be under control (not better, but not worse either!) My relationship with my husband is at present disharmonious but that I put down to the new chemistry between us. I am no longer the ailing, needy woman of the past. Now my sense of well being mentally, emotionally and physically is improving there is no need to be molly-coddled. Up until now I had never quite realised how much I had missed having a father figure in my adult life. My current husband became a substitute. My mother and my daughters tried to tell me but I couldn’t see it at the time. This charming, caring man was my knight in shining armour; he wooed me, won me and protected me from the outside world and all its problems. Now I am stronger and more confident I don’t need protecting quite so much. His protection is now smothering me. 30th October 2006- Today is our farewell party and Halloween celebration at the holistic centre. Unfortunately our town has not accepted our holistic centre as warmly as we had hoped; as it is a retirement town and doesn’t have enough people willing to embrace the new well-being therapies. Financially I cannot continue. I am still waiting for my compensation claim to settle, (from my car accident) and if it doesn’t happen before Christmas I may have to sell my flat and move into rented accommodation. My husband is trying to get a full time job and I am still unable to work full time until my injury improves. We have made many new friends and have helped a large number of people but unfortunately have not earned a penny. It’s surprising how many people have told me they think I am amazing not letting all this worry get on top of me. I do believe that Seerchi has something to do with it. 2nd January 2007 – I spent this evening composting 1994, 1995 and 1996. I have a warm optimistic feeling about 2007. The future doesn’t seem so daunting now that I know I don’t have to hang on to unwanted emotional debris. I understand that life will continue to throw challenges at me, but this is what makes me, me. I now have room in my emotional store cupboard for new emotional experiences. And I welcome them all. The pressure is off financially now that my claim has finally settled. I still need to work for financial reasons but mainly for my mental well-being. So my intention is to find a part time job, one that accommodates my disability. 8th January 2007 – What a surprise! I have been asked if I would consider working part time for a local Financial Adviser. I had worked for him briefly on a short term contract back in 1999. He needs someone to start as soon as possible and thought of me. This couldn’t have worked out better. I can manage up to 16 hours office work a week and he wants me for 14 hours. 2nd March 2007 – After some consideration I have decided to put a therapy package together that consists of the 3 Seerchi sentences, an aroma oil blend and some affirmation cards for positive thinking. I am going to market it as SEERCHI emotional self-help therapy. I have arranged for two friends of mine to give me a hand with the business development side. Who knows maybe in a few months time someone out there will be reading this diary as part of their therapy programme. 27th March 2007 – Today is my youngest daughter’s 18th birthday and I happened to speak to my ex-husband on the telephone. I really cannot believe how little he affects me now. Yes there are some current issues with him that irritate me, but I can honestly say nothing from the past has a hold anymore. Whoopee!!! 5th April 2007 – I felt the need to compost 1997 and 1998 neither year was exceptionally painful so they were easy to dispose of. The composting process is slowing down. I don’t seem to need to compost regularly. I take this to mean that my current emotional baggage has not yet reached its use by date yet. I do feel so much lighter and ready to face the challenges for this year. To enable many more people to try SEERCHI I need to record a CD that explains the therapy process and answers the questions I am asked by my clients. This I find quite daunting but I am confident that this therapy works especially when the recipient realizes they are in control. At best many people worldwide will benefit, and at worst the small group of people doing it at present will have a unique therapy all to themselves. I told my mum about my plans for SEERCHI and she said that my Dad would have been proud of me. That meant so much. I do still miss him and think of him regularly but the pain of losing him is no longer there. 20th April 2007 – I need to write script for CD. I just don’t know how to get my thoughts down on paper. Help!! 10th August 2007 – Although finances have improved, my relationship with my 2nd Husband has not. He is relying on me to provide a home, pay all the bills, and pay out for luxury items and sundries. He is more domineering that ever, and yet won’t take control of his share of financial responsibilities. |
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